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March 22nd, 2009 @ 11:36 pm
o hay. i am not dead. lolololol. [
No, contrary to popular belief I am alive and moving about. I am horrible at keeping journals and keeping up with friends. Though, people have noticed that by now. Ha. Ha.


Anyways. Nothing super new, but I am in my own space once more and that makes me happy. It feels good to be able to say, "I have had enough of your face. I am going to bed/my own room/hideout."

Feels nice to have things that are your own around you and while I am not completely materialistic I did miss certain items and clothes. I missed being able to do things at my own schedule.

So life is good. Sort of.

Things could be better, or rather I could be better at least health-wise but that is a constant battle for another time. Right now I am content.
( 4 ) innocence | give me your innocence

April 2nd, 2008 @ 2:31 pm
Only 5 more days until the meeting about the re-zoning deal.

I hope it goes through. That way things can happen and I can have a home and all that good stuff.

Other than that got nothing new. I have managed to read 10+ books this year. Which is amazing for me since I do a little less then that. Maybe it is cause I don't have the internets to distract me so much. :o
( 1 ) innocence | give me your innocence

March 31st, 2008 @ 11:47 am
MmMmm. [
Not a whole lot going on today other than the fact that it is my birthday. ^__^

So, yay. It has actually been a pretty decent birthday for me. Usually some sort of drama explodes like wow. Yesterday I had my birthday dinner-type thing and it was good. Even my reclusive cousin Chris came over. I share my birthday with Chris, which is amusing.

Soon it shall be a couple of my friends' birthdays. I think I'll try to log on at some point and leave a shout out to them when the time comes. <33

( 5 ) innocence | give me your innocence

March 3rd, 2008 @ 2:33 pm
Maybe... [
[ mood | amused ]

Maybe I should bitch less.

People have it worse than me. Sometimes, though, I can't help myself. I just can't. Things well up inside and they burst to get out and the next thing I know I am writing big long ranty LJ posts that have nothing to do with anything other than how I am feeling.

I am not abused.
I am not especially neglected, though sometimes I feel that way for no good reason.

I am the one that pushes myself away. I am the one that forces myself to the outside and look in at everyone having fun. I don't understand why I can't just let go and have fun sometimes. Why it is so hard for me to dance and sing in front of everyone. It has always been rather difficult for me to do that.

Something I may have to work on, and screw how silly I feel or look.

I like to have fun. Plus this hermit facade is getting heavy and it's hard to see past the ratty hat I have on my head...

Plus I am a girl I don't need a beard.

I need to blow this emotional lemonade stand and go to somewhere warmer and funner...

( 6 ) innocence | give me your innocence

February 26th, 2008 @ 1:39 pm
Hrmms... [
[ mood | annoyed ]

Doing better this week. I guess I am anyways. Of course as soon as I feel better something else happens...Just you wait.

Mom has to go and make 25 copies of the paperwork she filled out for some re-zoning thing. Cause EVERYONE wants a copy...Which makes sense I guess, but on the other hand why can't someone at the office do it before the meeting? Oh sure they might be short handed and stuff but still they aren't the ones that need to shell out the money to make copies, or maybe they do? I don't know. I'm just annoyed with the whole process of it all, I guess.


Anyways..Was pondering to myself about buying a year-long subscription to LJ and a rename token or just a token and save up for something else when my home is finally set up. =_=

Why the rename token? It is better than getting a WHOLE NEW account. I just am not feeling this username. It isn't me anymore it hasn't been for a long while. I won't get rid of anyone so don't worry about that. I mean, yeah I had this name for a long, long while but still. Meh, MEH!

I'll probably change my mind yet again before the day is over. For those wondering, no I don't know what I'll change it to when I do get around to it. I am open to suggestions.

I guess that's all I got for now. An impending screen name change for LJ and my general annoyed mood at the bureaucracy.

( 2 ) innocence | give me your innocence

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